I've just got to say this much....missionary work is AMAZING! I've never had to endure such hardships for so long and I've also never experienced more happiness than I have once sharing the gospel. It's so ridiculously difficult to get these people here to progress. We're in the Bible belt so practically everyone is God fearing, but it just seems like we have a hard time bringing them to the knowledge of their God. Most of the excuses we see come from people being complacent in believing they can eat, drink (a lot), and be merry, receive a few lashings, and in the end God will save them and take them to live at His right hand. The other excuses come from people being very competitive in their Bible bashing. But a few good things have come from our work this week and we're starting to see more and more potentials.
First, we found Maybeline after losing her this past Sunday. She apologized profusely for not being home for her appointment and as it turns out, her aunt doesn't like us very much. We're going to have to deal with some family differences. But she was eager to introduce us to her cousin who's had a lot of mormon friends but never got into the church. We taught him and he seems somewhat curious too. She still doesn't have a baptismal date but we'll see what the future brings.
Also, one day we were knocking and something told me to go out of the order we were knocking and go to a certain house. We knocked on the door and a little latina girl answered. She didn't say anything to us but turned around, turned off the tv, and called for her mom. Her mom came to the door and when she saw us, she was all smiles. "Pasenles!" she told us (which means come in!). We sat down and her two kids and her were all ears. It was really eerie. But as we started talking to this lady, her son whispers, "Hace mucho tiempo que vinieron las hermanas." Turns out that this lady, Guadelupe, was being taught by missionaries a year ago but with changes in missionaries, the sisters stopped coming. Guadelupe expressed her love and admiration for the missionaries and for the church. We asked if she'd read the Book of Mormon. She said yes. We asked if she'd gone to church ever. She said yes. We asked if she had ever prayed to know if the church was true. She thought long as though that idea had never crossed her mind. She's never asked in prayer if this church is true nor if the Book of Mormon is true. We gave her another copy of the Book of Mormon, committed her to read a chapter, and we have another appt with her this week.
We've also re-found a lady who we met in our first week here. Her apt was being remodeled when we first talked and she was really pregnant, so we gave her a pamphlet, asked her to read it, and told her we'd stop by in a few weeks to see if she was available. Last week we finally stopped by and she was happy to see us. She was still pregnant but she asked if we had another pamphlet because the one we gave her was destroyed by the men working on her apt. She'd been waiting for us to come back again so she could get another one. We gave her a book of Mormon and even though she had her baby less than 48 hours ago, she's read all of the pamphlet and has been reading in the Book of Mormon. She's always believed that amidst all the confusion of religion, that there has to be only one that's true. She's an amazing lady and her husband is pretty cool and humble too. Her baby is still in the hospital, but Maria, the mom, came home last night. We've just barely started teaching her but hopefully with service and genuine love, we can help her to progress in this gospel.
The primary activity was a success! There were so many kids from the apartment complexes who showed up. In fact, I did a jump rope contest with a couple of them. They had so much fun at the activity that I think the mom of Ana is starting to trust us more. We've realized that if we want to teach her or Ana's grandma, we need to teach Ana. Yesterday we taught the little kids of that house a lesson in obedience. So far its been slow going, but something's going to happen very soon.
It's amazing how much I learn out here. It's really a trial of faith to be on a mission. Its so easy sometimes to just stop caring so that the pain of disappointment doesn't hurt so much. But I learned something yesterday--God is always aware of us. He is aware of what we're capable of. He rewards us when we work hard. He consoles us when we're feeling like failures. He loves all His children. All of them. I've just got to remember that so that my own pride and riches doesn't prevent me from sharing this plan of happiness that the rest of God's children need to have.
Anyway, I love you all so much. Thank you all for your loving and supporting letters. Thank you for helping Jordan and I in this work. I know God is aware of everything we do here as His children. I think of everyone back home a lot and hope that you're all able to feel strong in your faith and your hope for your own personal future. God knows you. He wants you to work hard for what you believe in. He will bless your for your sacrifices.
Love,Hermana Langston













