Sometimes I forget the real reason for doing this work. Sometimes I get so caught up in my own fear to speak about controversial things to people that I forget about the big picture. Today I was blessed with that kind assurance from Heavenly Father that He is real--that this work is something real and exciting. I received another building block to my testimony that Joseph Smith was such a marvelous man for not giving up through the painful trials and that because of him, we are able to have the truth once again on the earth.This week was such a blessing. Nothing extremely amazing happened except for the usual going to meetings, receiving more help and guidance to do our work effectively, and obeying that guidance that I received. Because I obeyed, we came away this week with 4 baptismal dates and a better perspective on this work that we're doing.We're still teaching Julio and Garrett. Garrett's going to be baptized next Sunday and Julio on the 13th. But along with that, we've given a date to Jesus Andraden for the 6th of July (Happy Birthday Emily and Jake). HE's a man in his forties from Mexico who started out so slow and somewhat stupid. He's told us of all the blessings that the Lord has blessed him with since meeting us (including receiving a miraculous phone call on Father's Day from one of his daughters that isn't allowed contact with him) and tells how he's changing. Even though to the ward he's just another single guy that's adding to the collection of single guys we're bringing into the ward, we've been able to see his change and how he's been blessed. He's going to grow even more after his baptism date.Last night, after a long day of not-so-goodness and stepping in a red ant hill, we met with another friend of Julio's and Jesus's. His name is Jose and is only 17 years old. We had only taught him once but we could just tell that he was interested. I remembered the talk that our Zone Leader gave us about being bold and challenging missionaries, and I offered him a baptism date. He was a little surprised but gladly accepted it. He's getting baptized July 26th on Hna Kearl's birthday.We're still trying with Jose and Maria. We asked them to pray about being baptized and they said they would. That's a huge step in progress with them. I have to learn to be patient with some people--I know when they are or aren't progressing and I just need to be patient knowing that some people take longer than others.The two guys we were teaching, Alonso and his cousin Jose, who were flirty are out the door. Others are also out the door and we're getting some new people in. It's so difficult still to talk to everyone without getting a little bit scared, but i'm trying so hard.
Love you all. Stay strong in the gospel!
Hermana Langston